that's when I LOVE YOU((:

2012-01-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

Boo!

Just wanted to say happy 47th month.

Hope u enjoyed the day.

1mOre hour to go.

Thanks for e fun joy laughter ... Everything u have done/shown in my

Life. Thank you my love.

That's when I love you

With loves,

Shane

2012-01-10T01:29:00.002+08:00

Yes I admit I love u like crazy. I love u just e way u r.

Yes I suck big time. I hate myself.

I wan to treat u how u wan to be treated. I wan to learn how to love u properly. Cos I wan to be e one taking care of u e rest of ur life. E one to spend precious moment.

I just want to be e one!

E one u think of first to talk to

E one u think of first to share to

E one u wan to do things tgt too

I wan I wan!

Tears just swell up easily when I think of u

2012-01-10T01:06:00.001+08:00

No matter what, I think all the decision I made, it's worth it no matter what.

E future...

2012-01-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

How to be the one u will count of for e rest of ur life?

Minus e month or times I made u sad. U suddenly become unsure whether I'm the one in your life now when the whole of the 3 yr plus I made all the effort and love in being your one.

Whole of 3 yr plus just got discounted like tt.

Showing u the way of life when u r so lost. Get scolding tgt. No money eat cheaper food. Got money bring u go eat better stuff. Enjoy the rs having fun. Having lotsa first time tgt. Hardship suffer tgt happiness smile tgt. Time spend doting on u when no body understand u/ care for u.

I lOve u the same way I start chasing u the first day. Kept increasing. Nv decrease before.

2012-01-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

I wan some security from u too just like u want from me.

2012-01-06T16:48:00.000+08:00

I'm trying. Hope u can see e effort.

2012-01-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

When is e last time I really look into ur eyes feel your face noticed ur double eyelid sweet nose. A pair of attractive eyes.

Looking b, it seems like suddenly sth jus struck me tt I felt tt this is nt e way I used to treat u or how I told myself how I shld treat e one I love. wOrks studies and my stubborn attitude of mine cause my anger to rule my heart. Causing me to hurt u and indirectly make me taking advantage of u.

U always managed my life somehow. Buy clothes for me. Find food for me. When I lazy u come to me. I noticed tt. I failed to show u my appreciation.

I get angry when things don turn my way. Just like how you did when we first get tgt

But I shldnt have done tt because I love you!

Even if my temper gonna boil. I had to control and ease e pressure. You can change for e sake of our rs. I have to tell myself I can do it too.

Too busy working , soccer and wasting my time slping cause me to make u feel less loved.

I have do it frOm now on.

Takes twO hands to clap. With e same strength. So tt we can have a good rs like wat we work toward for when we first get tgt

Can't let one party clap harder for e other one will feel pressurize.

Can't clap too soft too as one might felt unwanted or e other one felt unappreciated.

I'll do wat I can to get thru this as simply I love u and e future is for you.

Loves silly

2011-12-19T02:48:00.002+08:00

you know you can rely on me everytime.. life without me you feel so werid

you are so use to being with me.. relying on me.. counting on me...

have you ever ever thought that no matter how strong how dependent you can count on me, somewhere somehow, actually i do want... not wish... i do want to have the feeling that i can rely on u at times... i think you are so comfortable till you neglect tt fact...

maybe i am too much independent too quiet... don tell my prob... but in actual fact.. i do hope u know wat is bothering me... what i need... tt u can surprise me when i need somebody u just apppear and lend me your shoulder...

i jus want to have the feel that i can place reliance on you... like when i need help.. you are the one tt help me solve even without me stating at time... no need to be sth big... sth simple and easy i'll truly appreciate it already...

do you think u can do it?

i know my temper sucks

my mood sucks

but i just wan to tell you... its hell lots better compared to my sec days....

im controlling im improving... leopard nv change its spot but im doing my best...

im thankful that you are so forgiving and accomodating.. really thankful

I LOVE YOU

TT's when PIG Love SILLY

2011-12-19T02:32:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so down at the moment....

but who knows? who can i tell? who can i go to?

i dono.. looking at OLT, he seems to tell me that i can pour out at this blog... because no one know of this existence except you...

Do you know when i cry?

how to i tell u how much i love you?

wat the hell am i doing to cause such a major upset in our life...

i know watever problem tt we encounter we have to face... tt is why now i think i shld stop avoiding... i'll solve this time round... i'll make sure i find out wat is causing me to feel this way and why u are so scared of me...

the only question i have for u now is " will our relationship be the same again? or rather if we ever solve the problem... can our relationship still work out?

i dono when u will see this post... maybe u will maybe u wont...

if u ever see this post... let me know once u have the answer...

Nobody love me like i do

Nobody wait for u like i do

Nobody shop with u like i do

Nobody eat with u like i do

Nobody dote u like i do...

if ever u find someone better den me... well i guess you will be given a chance to consider...whoever can give u happiness deserve to have you... maybe PIG isnt simple in the 1st place... only bring sadness to SILLY...

i truly miss ur joy and laughter... like really...

THAT's WHEN PIG LOVE SILLY .

I LOVE YOU!

internally emotional unstable.... always seems fine on the outside.... deep down hurt so bad...

just cant change this habit of mine...please don blame me.. or rather pls forget me...

2009-04-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

dar.

perhaps you might be reading this.

mayb not.

idk.

but i knew i would say this again.

i am sorry.

i know you wont trust/ believe me again.

this has been dont know how many times.

i know you must have had enough of my nonsense/ rubbish whatever that i am giving you.

i am sorry,

i have thought for it for quite sometime.

i am but only 20 beacuse you are 22.

we really do have diff thinking at times.

i may not get what i want.

i mayb be childish/ kidish and all.

throwing tantrums wanting to see you so much cause i am only 20 but my thinking mayb no better than a sec school kid.

i admit i am being selfish.

pardon me for my selfishness.

i know you need time for yourself and yet i wanted you to meet me.

and know i am trying to be demanding by doing so and yet i still text you.

idk wtf am i really thinkingg.

knowing that the messages that i send will not get me anywhere but will only end up casuing more unhappiness, i still send.

say me naive childish blah blah.

cause i know i am.

this thing have been going on and on.

i know its all me.

it knew it all along but idk why but i always repeat the same whole thing aging and again resulting in both of us getting hurt.

i am sorry.

i jolly well know things wont get back to before yet i still demand for it.

i am adapting to all these changes but more more issues kept poping up.

idk when will be the day where you wont be able to take all my nonsense anymore.

idk how to stop all these nonsense

idk how to stop making you angry

i seriously dont know.

and idk why am i even writing this.

i trying hard to be understanding and all but guess you might think i aint.

i am seriously trying.

trust me.

but i know you dont anymore.

cause you say it the other time.

i couldnt control those tears

knowing that i have made you angry despite reminding myself again and again not to do that.

i am sorry

dar despite all this i still love you like before.

and i really do.

sorry dar):

forgive me.

2009-04-10T23:33:00.003+08:00

ya i know i shouldnt be blogging here cause i have already closed this blog.

but other than here i really dont know where else to blog so that none will be able to read it.

i just need a place to vent all my sadness and all.

and my own blog is definetely not the place to do so.

so ya.

i am sorry pig.

havent been saying this for quite sometime.

i thought i wouldnt say this word again.

not so soon.

but guess i am wrong.

sighs.

you say you dont know whether to believe me anot?

i was so freaking upset.

i wanted to cry so much.

but i know things wont changed much either.

so i tried my best not to.

sorry pig.

i know you are unhappy.

its not about me being unhappy when you go out with your friends at all.

it isnt.

but somehow i dont feel secure at times.

i dont know why.

you can say i aint understanding at all.

i really wanted to be understanding.

but sometimes i seriously cant help it.

i dont wish to control you too much either.

and i aint doing so.

neither in the future.

it's not about spending time with me every single day.

i dont know how to tell you either.

i really love you alot.

way more than you love me i guess.

perhaps if you happen to read this post.

you will get angry/mad/irritated

i hope we wont quarrel okay.

i really thought for quite sometime beforetyping this.

mayb or so i made the wrong decision of not keeping it to myself.

i always wanted to tell you so much stuff.

but i seriously dont know where should i start from.

let me make it clear once more.

its not that i am unhappy when you go out with your friends.

sorry about it dar.

i know you have already acc me for the whole day.

seriously what i want is just to received a call from you before i go to bed and a goodnight message.

i know you are tired.

but let me tell you.

just one simple goodnight message will make me sleep well.

i swear.

i rem the other night not being able to sleep.

i know you are tired.

but i was seriously waiting for a msg from you for an hour plus.

you may say i am not being understanding.

mayb i aint.

mayb you might think that i am unreasonable.

mayb this mayb that.

i rem you used to send me sweet sweet messages.

goodnight msg everyday without fail.

i wishhed for it once again.

i haven been crying for quite sometime.

have been controlling and controlling hoping not to burst like before.

cause i know if i did.

it would be super paranoid.

guess i would stop here if not i will go on ranting over stuff.

sorry dar.

i hope i wont say this word so soon again.

sorry my boy.

iloveyou.

2009-03-29T00:15:00.001+08:00

this blog will be officially closed(:

sorry pig.

i know you dont like to blog.

so i decided to close this blog

i am the only one who read this blog.

and really appreciate you had blog in the 1st place because of me.

i love you pig.

muacks.

2009-01-02T03:22:00.002+08:00

here comes 2009...

alot of things happened last year....

first i got posted to the wrong unit in army...
but tt is when i started talkin to HER! which is my simply winnie NOW ((=

den we got tgt after less den 2 weeks...
our r/s was quite fragile during tt period...
but looking back now..
we did hang on to each other...
guess this r/s realli isnt e same as those previous r/s of ours... TRUE for you ma?
i dono.. but i think mine is a YES (=

Been loving SImply Winnnie ever since i got tgt wif her....
even when i got posted to Hendon than to Sembawang camp for 4mth...
during this 4mth is realli a test for me...
but i dint let go... i dint gave up... i slowly gave myself the chance... one last last chance...

think it is a wise decision for me (=
2008 evolves around me and my gal...
the year of WINNIE

THAT's when i LOVE you (=

Hmmm... expectation for year 2009..

hope winnie be more understanding...
less quarrel between us..no tt i wan to get fed up often... pls understand...
truly start my studies... gd grades pls...
cos i wana feed WINNIE THE PIG!
need more money!
hopefully you are e onli gal to ever stay in my life... no more heart break pls...

LOVE MY SILLY PIG!

2008-12-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

was thinking where i should blog.
and i came to a decision to blog here.

that's when i love you.
i dont know what is wrong with me either.
perhaps i am tired.
i think i need some rest and sleep now.
but i cant.
i still have one more lect.
i promised that i will study today no matter what.

i dont know what's wrong with our conversation.
i miss you so,
yet i didnt know what to say.
so i just kept humming some kuku melody.
i know i sounded like some fool.
i know.
but i really dont know what to talked about.

i am sorry for typing a message in msn.
i idnt know you were gaming.
i just wanted to tell you that i am going offline.
really sorry.

guess you wouldnt be reading this till you post a entry here.
till then dar.

ilu.
and only you.
i may be naive sensitive and all.
but this is because i love you way too much.
forgive me dar.

iloveyou boy.

2008-12-08T15:50:00.002+08:00

i am so so tired todae!
ytd had a long dae...rarrh
Congrat to Cheristian and his wife (=
was his driver for the dae ytd...

where is my simply simply winnie leh?
she had go MIA since Thursday..
todae is e fifth dae i haven meet her already...
MISS her badly.. does she know how badly?
but gd know is she is comin back todae!
but dono wat time -_-'''

so is this short period of time a test for us?
i guess so.. but i hate it.. cos i had a bad experience..
nt that i don wan to trust you..
its just tt it happened to me b4 and of course
i will fear the same thing happening again...

you can break promise..which human usually do..
but what you cant is u cant break ppl trust...
once you break ppl trust for you..
nt onli does he dont trust you.. he will also affect the ppl around him
he wont realli 100% trust ppl around him anymore...

yes i love you alot and i miss you alot
but you might nt realli feel or ssee it cos i dono how to express myself freely..
and i realli feel so useless already.. so i hope you don make it anymroe worse..
you sae its about how i treat myself..
but how to i treat myself gd when i am unhappy during tt time...

its almost one year for our relationship le...
learn to appreciate each other instead of everything doing ur way...
i had to be honest to you and tt is what r/s is for... if we are dishonest to each other den no point..
your princess attitude... don always sae what u feel like without thinkin how it might affect me...
for ex( ok lor you take care bah i goin to slp... call you when i reach singapore)
it seems like you happy jiu talk to mi nt happy jiu cant be bothered with me..
yes i know you are slightly better compared to last time.. but its sth you can further improve on...

hope you enjoyed urself this few days...
i nv enjoyed without you by my side...
i had been helpin out this few days..
i nv realli had a rest until todae..
i slept from 2am to 10am den 11am-3pm..
so don tell me gt wat freedom without you by my side
i have been doin a lot of things to keep myself occuiped when u are nt around..

Faster come back and find me (=
one thing i am happy about is you did find ways to contact me when u are in malaysia...
i was waitin for e phone everydae hopin it will be you when it rings

bb and dar dar is at hm waitin for you!
Loves(=
1yr approaching...

last but nt least...
don hurt my r/s...
bring back e less worried & cheerful & happiness dar dar
LOVES XIAO BEN BEN
12022008

you are offically the longest gf i ever had...
and i am so committed in you already..
either you love me and stay wif mi or
you don love me and just let me know and leave me...

don ever be close wif one person den slowly drift from me...
i'll hate you for cheating behind me even though u ppl are jus fren when we still tgt...
and you all are tgt after u left me...
this is jus an example i am quoting..

2008-09-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

RARRHHH.....

it's been a long time since i had blog...

but i realli must thanks my gf( WINNIE LEE RUIQI)!!!

i was grumbling i gt no time to pack my room...
irritated cos sliblings keep messing my room...
etc etc

but SHE CAME TO MY HSE AND PACKED MY ROOM SO NEAT AND TIDY!
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY!

worse is i was not at hm to acc her...
which i felt so bad now...
didnt know what can i do to make her smile again..
PLS HELP ME IF U KNOW...
i wan to make her smile again RARRH

it's goin to be 8th month soon...
alot of things happened as we walk this journey tgt..
gd and bad.. everything..
yes.. we might have disagreement.. arguement.. sadness.. unhappiness
but all this make mi closer to her and those day to day stuffs starts
to surface in our relationship...
well i guess that is because honeymoon period is over already...
now is the time to really get used to each other prob, issues, attitudes, habits and life etc...
sure we have to compromise each other...
but if both parties is willing, sure we have no prob in solvin any obstacle that come in our ways..

as we approach 8th month,
let us keep e faith the belief the trust we had in one another
and most imptly
our LOVE for one another(=

last but not least...
i love winnie lee ruiqi... aka SILLY PIG; LAZY PIG; VAIN PIG; PRETTY PIG; CUTE PIG
LASTLY MY PRECIOUS PIG (=

LOVES
PIGHEAD <3 SILLYPIG
RARRH ROAR
12022008

2008-08-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

CHERISH THIS LOVE IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY >.<

SillyLovesPiG
12022008
it's nt easy to go so far till now... but it is also not hard to last and settle down

Shane LOVES Winnie

2008-08-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

finally back to bloggin after weeks...

what shld i start wif?

been thinkin for a few times already...
why am i payin so much attention to your attitude..
why do i get angry wif you...

well.. after all e thinkin.. it's not i don love you anymore...

the truth is i love you too much...that's why!
well i know i dono how to express to you how i feel properly at times...
but hmmm
i start to mind how you treat me already...
reason?
simple...you're e one i will spend my life with shld everything goes well...
tt's y i realli need e care concern understanding trust and help from you..
everything start from you and me and it will sum up our family life in future

just ask yourself do you wan this r/s to strengthen?
if yes, what are the things you shld or shld nt do to harm this relationship...
it realli need 2 hand to clap.. to click.. 2 in 1

YOU + ME = trUSt...

RMB???

2008-08-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

dearest kian beng,

i, winnie lee hereby declare that my love for you will only increase and not decrease.
i promise to control my temper,
not give you cold shoulders and attitude
and also to take more notice of you.
PROMISED.

dont worry okay.
i promise to be faithful to you,
and only you.
so dont ever doubt my love.
175 days aren't short but neither it's long.
dear daer wants a future with you, ONG KIAN BENG.
let's work hard together towards this beautiful future of ours okay.
RARRH.

i know you give in a lot to me.
my apologies.
will promise to learn to be less navie.
and i know you dont like quarrel.
who likes to quarrel.
right?
i will learn to give and take.
i swear.

and lastly,
i love you dar, only you.
my one and only benben.

LOVES,
winnie

sillylovespig always.

PROMISED//

dated 12022008.

2008-07-12T11:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th Mth SillyPiG...

(=

True love is hard to find nowadays...
Especially if they care for you like no one ever did...
Dote on you like crazy
Cherish this love and you will see wonders (=

it's a long journey coming to the 5mth mark...
but there will be even longer journey in our future...
we have to hold on tight and travel together
if we are heading toward the destination that we started
off looking forward to...

LOVES (=

PiGHeaD
152Days and counting on....

2008-07-10T00:16:00.001+08:00

This wonderful BlogSkin is beautifully done by my Precious SillyPiG
NICE RITE!

LOVES(=

2008-07-09T12:23:00.002+08:00

5 mth soon in 3 days time!!!

I love my sillypig ok!
she's my LOVES,
my crybaby,
my playful dear,
my silly partner
and CUTE yet so pretty de wife!

my xiao ben ben is talented de ok!~
see her blog! nice la...
everytime she changes her skin.. its NICE ok
i realli meant it! BOO

FASTER CUT UR HAIR AND DON COMPLAIN OK!
lolxx....

SillY LOVES PiG
12022008

2008-07-05T05:13:00.002+08:00

Boo...

amazing that i'm still awake rite...
kept lookin at e phone to see if u managed to get some slp..
so far so gd i suppose...

what a past 2 weeks...
obstacles over obstacles...
hopefully what i talk to you on the car during evening make sense to you..

dar dar nv ever changed before...
seeing you keep cryin for e past 2 week
makes me realise this cant go on this way...
i hope you realli do understand what i said...

don always think things is nt goin your way...
even if it realli don go ur way.. you are nt alone..
it's life.. everyone is facing the same things..
its jus how you gonna cope with it..
yes i agree ppl do grumble n grumble..
but that grumbling.. ppl must find solutions...

i treat our relationship veri seriously..
so don ever doubt me..
e onli time u can doubt me is when u do sth behind my back..

5 month coming soon... and i realli wan to see more mths or rather years to come...

loveyou my sillyPiG!
rest well and see ya later...
PiGheaD LOVES (=

2008-07-03T13:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY THURSDAY TO ONG KIAN BENG.

winnie often wonder if this relationship would really last like others.

2008-06-30T13:39:00.002+08:00

decided to blog here instead.
since not much people know this site.

rants and whines.
please stay far far away from me okay.
winnie promise to be strong.
winnie promise not to cry so often.
winnie gonna smile like before.
bu ku bu ku okay.
cheers.

anyway.
woke up early in the morning at 6 plus am to meet dar.
i really miss him alot.
even though i just met him yesterday.
went back to bed.
but i couldnt get to sleep.
so i started crying again):
at last cried myself to bed.
i am tired now.

2008-06-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

SADDED.
SOMEONE PROMISED ME TO BLOG.
YET HE DID NOT.
SIGHS.

2008-06-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

Boo..

finally after 5days,
i get to see you!
i miss you alot alot la
gd thing is tt e isolated camp still gt abit of reception

happy belated 4th Month DEAR!
SillyLOVESPiG (=

Thanks for e sweet sweet card again
i realli appreciated it

yup yup e ups and down did make e bond between us
Stronger (=
i told you i'll be der for you no matter wat...
i'll place you above me..
i'll care for u b4 i care for myself (=
so i wont ignore or leave you alone...

Dar Dar also love you hell lots...

tiring trip at tekong...
but the thought of you ease e pain and tireness...
the thought of looking to see you on fridae
makes me motivated to finish everything fast fast
without mistake!

Nothing gonna change my love for you too sillypig!

PiGheaD LOVE SillYPiG
12022008

2008-06-08T03:50:00.002+08:00

I'll learn how to take good care of you sillypig!

your feeling
your mood
your habit
your likes/dislikes
your wish
your dream
everything!

LOVES(=
i'll be e final person to enter n hold onto your tiny precious heart
Muacks
SillY LOVES PiG

2008-06-08T03:18:00.003+08:00

Boo!

My Precious Xiao Ben Ben..

You might wonder why am i still nt slpin?
hmm.. i cant get to slp...
i'm thinkin about our past memories..
our present..
and yup.. our future... (=

what a bad day we had todae!
sentosa trip cancelled..
singing timing screw up...
your friends didnt turn up...
cake wasted...

but dont worry!
everything will be fine wif ben ben (=

although we kept walkin n walkin today...
but i enjoyed the time spent wif you todae..
what a day (=
NICE JACKET RITE!
but its nt green.. so realli hope you love it la.. boo

was drivin back after i send you home...
some thought in my mind...
hmmm... b4 i met you
i always grumble what's wrong with my life..
i dont wan this kind of life, etc etc...
den i was thinkin after 117 days wif you...
what changes have you made in my life...

hmm well i guess alot..(=
when i compared how i spend my life now compared to the past
i dono why...
it suddenly appear in my mind tt..
"yes this is kinda life i sort of wanted.."

you are bringin me all over the places..
walking all place..
eat different food..
buyin stuffs i haven realli bought ever since i injured my knee..
and alot alot alot more!
i'm living a different lifestyle eversince i'm with you! i truly love this life!
especially with you around!

you made me smile n smile wif your playfulness and cuteness..
you made me worry for your blur-ness and silly-ness
you made me upset when u ignore me or mood swing..
but you know what... i realli wan this kind you life you are leadin me to...
i love e way you are now..

my life is so much different with you around... i like this kind of life...
(=
and this is e relationship i realli wanted...

after 117days i think i realli know u alot alot ( i know there is more i need to knoe)
and i realli love you alot alot...

guess what..
when u told me tt you 100% love me already..
do you know how happy i am? super duper la!
plus when you told me about our future i was like
oh my god! is my dream gonna finally come true?

Thanks for accepting me SillYPiG!
thanks for calling me 1st and SMS me 1st!
THanks for all e cards and sweet things tt you did for me!
Thanks for everything!

hmm..
i'm goin back camp later at night already
and
i'll be goin to tekong next week till friday
i'll miss you badly and i cant help but to worry about you..
trust me..
my love for you is 100% true and i dont think anyone will
care and worry abt you as much as i do...
no one will love you like i do...
no one will cherish you like i do...

i realli do wan our future to come true!
i'll work hard to achieve that goal
i'll nt want other gal except you.. trust me...
i'll do anything to prove tt what i said is nt jus sweet talk or lies...

Ben Ben truly Loves Silly Silly
12022008

2008-06-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO EXPLODE LE MY BRAIN!
I SUCKS AT LAW!

2008-05-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

Sick Sick Sick..
Sick on Chalet day!
Sickening
Spoil all e mood..
all e fun..

1st time realli celebrate my birthday and receive so mani presents.
especially from YOU! WINNIE LEE!
LOVES
thanks for the wallet... realli like it alot cos its simple in design! (=
HUGS
guess wat.. u're e 1st gf to celebrate birthdae wif me..
plus plus joy!

Just came back from hosp la! Boo so paiseh la to make ur dad come fetch me
BOO!!
THanks alot ya dear!
i dont think is dengue la.. don worry..

as for the msg just now...
that is a msg to remind me..
this is nt any other relationship..
i must learn to cope with the life of 2 person...
it's a motivation for myself..
cos i don wan any moment of foolishness
and cause a crack in our r/s

Shane nv stop loving you
since
12022008!

SillYLOVESPiG

2008-05-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

Xiao Ben Ben,

I really do LOVE you alot alot alot!

I do know you are irritated by me a few times for e past few days..
i know no one likes to be irritated and no one likes to be ignored...
but i also not purposely wanted to make you so irritated...
who would be so stupid to do tt and kena ignored...

or recently are you having some stress/troubled/irritated issues that cause you to feel e way you are recently...
if yes, do let me know.. for not onli i am there to share your happiness..
I"M ALSO THERE TO SHARE YOUR BURDEN...

i realli do care how you feel...
no one will care so much abt you compared to me...
no one can win me on this...
if your frens are busy.. they can be missing until sth happen to you den they reappear..
but not me...
i cant and i wont do tt...
no matter how busy am i, i will still find tt time specially for u..
even if nth happen.. i'm still der.. just in case any moment
you needs me!
tt's how special you are...

maybe some of the things i promised or tell you,
you dont realli believe...
but trust me...
over the time you will realise it...
just someday you will...

i seriously do love you!
and
i seriously miss you alot too...

LOVES
SillYLOVESPiG

2008-05-18T19:38:00.002+08:00

weekend was great and nt so great...

dono wtf did i owe my parent.. come back onli give mi fuck up attitude..
bored bored bored day today!
study oso bored
NS oso bored
when can NS stop wastin my time..
i rather i waste my own time and i don blame anyone!

went to orchard with sillypig after sendin her to SIM...
stupid me kept steppin onto her feets.. i fuckin dono how to walk..
watched harold and kumar at the cathay and the movie was okok la..
lames and rubbish at times >.<

had dinner at somewhere at farrer park...
dono wat cut sisscior coffeeshop?
anyway is nice and cheap! 2 person 10bucks for so small mani dishes

bought sth stunning which i was also stun..
SILLY PIG!

anyway thanks sillypig for buying a tshirt for me...
like the t shirt.. hugs~

had some conflict over the weekdays but problem solved...
so yup..
any issue just talk it out...

being angry or ignoring you doesnt mean i don love you anymore
as what i had always tell u.. my love for you don decrease...
it will if you be unfaithful to me...

LOVES...
SimplyShane Hugs SimplyWinnie
12022008

2008-05-18T17:47:00.003+08:00

THIS BLOG SHALL NT BE CLOSED!

THE ONLI TIME WHEN IT CLOSE IS
WHEN

I DIE
or
YOU LEAVE ME!

BOO!!!

That's why i LOVE you is our song;

http://sillylovespig.blogspot.com/ is our blog!

97 days and counting on!!! one century days comin up soon! clap clap

bright future ahead if we hold on tgt!

more posts coming up!

SillY_LOVES_PiG

2008-05-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

SHANE ONG KIAN BENG,

ONLY LOVE

WINNIE LEE RUIQI!

there's no one else except you in my heart!

i only look forward to life with you now and my future!

i am serious and committed!

LOVES(:

SimplyShane Loves SillyWinnie

2008-05-03T00:14:00.001+08:00

I'm BACK!

Sat dear BBQ wif MI clique!

I love my dear silly silly...
don ask mi why...
i just love her...
i cant describe e feeling

SimplyShane (=

2008-04-27T12:01:00.002+08:00

Saturday

ytd was a hell rotting day for e both of us! (:
we didnt went out.. just rot at my hse..
e more i see you, e more i cant get my eyes off you!

was wanting to cook for you.. but my mum
like doubt my cookin will kill you like tt lol
but anyway i will cook for u.. i promise!

i gt a sweet playful loving xiao ben ben lolx!
hiak hiak evil you! LOL
just love to see the smile you created on ur face
LOVES

hmmm... 3rd month coming soon!
times flies.. maybe due to my NS
and plus e limited hrs you're allowed to meet me
but i realli cherish e time spent with you!

let's hand in hand put in effort to
create a future of our own hao ma?
there will be down moment in times to come..
but we will walk tt thru tgt! YES TOGETHER
no more alone anymore!
i'll work hard to make sure we live a happy life
our own family, own house, own car and own lifestyle!
we must set a gd example for our future!

while i'm typin this, i missin you alot la! random lol
and you were sms-ing tellin me don miss la! haha
but
i will onli stop missin you
if my heart stop beating for the rest of my life..
or you totally leave my world!

How i wish time passes slower with you around!
i'll convince your parents to accept me!
i'll prove to them i can take good care of you..
i'll show them how much i love you!
i'll let you and them know this is nt just another relationship!
i'll make your heart whole once more...
no more broken pieces (=

i will do it! i will do it!!!

LOVES my one and onli precious winnie lee ruiqi!
please be the last one to come n stay in my life...

PiGheaD <3 SillyPiG
75days and counting on!

2008-04-27T11:58:00.002+08:00

WINNIE LEE RUIQI,
I LOVE YOU ALOT CAN!

that's when i love you is really a meaningful song
that realli tell u how much i love you!

IT"S OUR SONG!

LOVES(=

SillYLOVESPiG

2008-04-26T10:36:00.002+08:00

PICTURES OF LOVE((:

see how cute my boy is.
oh boy.
i am so in love with you(:
LOVES(:

2008-04-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

I LOVE HER
&
I MISS HER!

what else can i sae?
she rules my life...
i want to be larger than life once again...
like how i use to be before my knee gave way...
can you help me achieve it once more?

2008-04-20T11:45:00.002+08:00

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT
YOU, WINNIE LEE RUIQI, SHALL BE PART OF
MY LIFE !

i'll make sure i will do my utmost to convince
you to enter my life, vice versa.
so if you ever did sth wrong,
i will scold you.. but i will nt be unreasonable
for i wan you to understand that is sth nt rite
and you shld nt be doin tt
cos every issue must be settle now and nt wait until
a few years den we start having conflict..
we must combine/ blend our 2 types of character evenly
to make our r/s tailor-made for us only!

so far our r/s there's ups and down
but i feel that for the "down" in our r/s,
its is a learnin process for me to know
how to handle you ,
how to understand you more
for our future!

i will place you ahead of me,
so whatever i do i will consider you,
your feelin etc...

i'm actually quite proud of you
being my dear...
guess what...
you went thru 1mth without
havin me by your side often cos i'm on course
and is staying in!
(except for e major incident which i managed to talk it out wif you.. boo!)
stay strong dear!

thanks dear! i believe
you will realli wait for me
and
keep your promise you made to me!

for every year that you're still wif me..
which will be on our yearly anniversary
i will get sth major for you! promised...
i'll nt forget this date12022008!

LOVES

PiGheaD LOVES SILLYPIG!
(you will nv be alone anymore in your life! for ONGKIANBENG
will slowly creep into your life! if you show me the way!)

2008-04-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

Boo...

you must had cried badly today...
sighs~
i know you didnt do anything again
but you ended up getting scold

can anyone just tell me what can i do?
i feel so helpless..
i couldnt contact you now...

letting her feel happy is it so difficult for you all?
have you all ever thought how will you feel if you are her?
who likes to be scolded? who doesnt wan to be pamper once a while...
so what if she is a gal.. cant she be treated equally like her bro?
now is 2008 not 20-30 years ago... old method of teaching is not useful anymore!!!

sighs~

cheer up sillypig

booking in soon le...
i'll miss you...
i'll think of all e silly things you've done for me..
i'll wonder if you're alrite... for i cant sms u anymore..
i'll worry if your heart or head still pain..

everything i do i will think of you...
i will place you in my heart
so every heartbeat it beats,
there will be you in my mind

LOVES

SimplyPiG

2008-04-13T10:58:00.003+08:00

WINNIE LEE RUI QI IS MY LOVE!!!

i'm thankful and grateful of all the things she did for me
and our relationship!

SillyPiG, even if there is a better gal outside..who cares... i still wan you!
NO WAY am i going to leave you unless you leave me... (=
ur laogong is rite! i'm lucky to have you as my gf!

LOVES (=

SimplyShane LOVE SimplyWinnie

2008-04-12T09:12:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my~

what can i say!
sillypig really did sth for me for our 2nd mth!
i swear seriously i didnt expect tt you would do it!
i was seriously stunned by you!
i nv knew you would ask my sis to pass to me exactly at 12midnight on 12042008!
LOVES (=
what more can i say! speechless!

Thanks for everything for the past 2 mth...
although we have up n downs during our r/s...
whose r/s doesn't..
however my love for you nv ever decrease since day 1!
ya i sucks at r/s but i realli wan to hold on to what we have at e moment!
i'll learn from e mistake that i made
and all i need from you is some tolerance from me...
give me more time to understand you... for i officially start to understand you on 1st Feb08
so well... it takes times to truely understand someone...

Happy 2nd month my dear!
let there be many more months to come!

SimplyShane _ PiGheaD _ Ben Ben

2008-04-07T00:37:00.005+08:00

finally know how to explain the reason for looking at you! (=

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves
you and
how important you're.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants to know if you are fine.

When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't live without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his future wife.

saw this quotes.. it's damn true for me!
HUGS!

2008-04-06T19:58:00.004+08:00

Boo..

i'm glad that you told me about your past yourself..

i wont mind about your past!
everyone will have it...
everythings before 12Feb2008 does not matter .

but matters most is now and the future!

i accept you for who you are!

LOVES (:

i'll try to do sth that will make you damn touched!

SMILE! (=

2008-04-06T18:26:00.002+08:00

SillyPiG,

although sometimes i don like the way your dad treats you..
but i think he is a nice dad in some ways...

jus like now you just told me that your dad didnt go for e dinner
and he bought ur little bro to bugis and eat mac and even bring him to arcade!
he forgo e dinner event for your bro la.. (=
even though that result in a quarrel among your parents...

but i think that was sweet of your dad la.. i am also this kind of ppl i suppose... >.<
willing to do anything for ppl that deserve it...

LOVES (=

PiGheaD

2008-04-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

2008-04-05T23:56:00.005+08:00

SillyPiG!

BenBen love you too!!
ME+ YOU = trUSt
(= smile dear!

Guess wat.. Blue + Green = Cyan

Definitely Maybe is a nice movie!
you asked me why i kept looking at you durin the movie...
i oso dono why.. just wan to have a good look at you (=

Yup i said you are a nice gal i ever had...
no matter wat happen, you're declared a nice gal forever by me!

paiseh.. didnt purposely wan to irritate you todae..
just wanted to tease you and make u smile..
guess i overdid it.. will take note in future...

yup i will miss you...
and i always look fwd to see you my precious dear!

LOVES(=

PiGheaD
[Our journey started on 12022008 and it's still on going and heading toward the next phrase; "12042008"
SMILE (= ]

2008-04-05T08:34:00.002+08:00

oh my god!

nice dream la! hope it can happen in real life...
but chances are low... >.<

2008-04-04T20:50:00.001+08:00

SillyPiG

Sorry for making you cry again
i dono why...
but i am realli starting telling you things tt's on my mind >.<..
Continue to open up my heart while you can!

LOVES (:

From a boy who needs to be loved!

1week stayin in and oh my fuckin god can!
although i have new NS mates to acc me...
somehow.. sth is still missing... i feel so so... without you!
every guys have to go thru NS i know.. so i'm learning to cope

let e ANGEL cont to overpower the DEVIL! Dont ever let him win!
Be e unique BOY (=

From your Precious PiGheaD

2008-04-02T20:23:00.003+08:00

I Love You SillYPiG!!!!!

since you promised to wait for me.. den make sure you do it ya!

be e one for my future sillyPiG!

i'll nv let you go as long as you don't do it to me! (=

LOVES (=

PiGheaD

Heading to camp soon!!!

SMILE!

2008-04-02T14:07:00.007+08:00

hmmm. i edited the photo.
i think it somehow looks nicer la(:
LOVES!

2008-03-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

cheer up my dear!!!

if i ever treat u badly... just slap mi ba!

can hear you are nt so good now but i dono wat can i do but just to be der for you...

whatever happens.. i'll nv leave you alone to die..
die oso i die 1st.. so if u wan to die.. kill me 1st...

if nt pls survive!

REST EARLY MY DEAR!

HUGS LOVES

PiGheaD LOVES SillYPiG

2008-03-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

Boo..

Last blog for the week before i gonna stay in le

mixed feeling today... today was a bad day for dear...
handphone kena confiscated.. doin h/w which is nt hers... kena cold for no reason... biased ppl!

feel so angry for her e way her family treats her la!
cheer up ok dear?
Ben Ben love Winnie! (=

yup yup i know you can take care of urself... i jus worry more on ur feelin and emotion...
hope u dont get lonely when i am in camp.. i know confirm lonely n bored la.. but be strong dear!
must learn to be independent too! cos in future my career might requires me to go oversea too etc.. tt is when u need to be independent too!

you're doing fine as my dear.. don worry.. i can see e way u treatin me is improving... hopefully realli is the case (= if nt oso nvm... i oso wont give up on u YEAH! (= must learn to handle your feeling too .. yupyup..

ben ben will always be silly for he belief in himself and the things he does for you...

take good care okie?

miss me more!! and when u miss me.. look at those dumb action picture that i purposely do when you took photos for me okay.. hopefully it can make u smile (=

Dont get piss easily ya and rmb what i always say...
if you don like e way u are being treated by ur family member... nvm.. make sure in future your own family, u don do e same things again...

LOVE YA! (:

PiGheaD LOVES SillYPiG

2008-03-30T18:39:00.002+08:00

dearest ben ben(:

boo. you will be officially staying in tomorrow le.
me as a gf will not make you worry too much.
i will keep myself occupied by finding a job.
and and i will take good good care of myself okay(:
i will be strong la.
LOVE YOU DAR!

xiao ben ben(:

2008-03-30T17:07:00.001+08:00

SillYPiG..

Give Me some time...

i'll make sure u live a life happier den now!

PiGheaD

2008-03-30T12:17:00.001+08:00

SILLY BEN BEN(:
LOVES!

2008-03-30T12:14:00.001+08:00

LOVES LOVES LOVES (=

2008-03-30T11:45:00.011+08:00

PiGheaD Bloggin (=

29Mar08 was almost an inch perfect day!
dono why but eversince i open my eye on Saturday morning, i could feel that it was going to be a happy day!

damn lookin forward to seeing SillYPiG >.<
Went to Bedok for breakfast & NTUC for shopping before we headed toward Zoo!
1st time going der since Primary school la... look so dumb la! >.<

Realised sth.. she can be damn caring if she wants.. so hopefully she can do tt to me la! greedy boy (= LOVES

anyway took lotsa photos with SillYPiG too! (she will upload later)

SillYPiG is damn Playful la! keep throwing the chocolate into my mouth.. still gt once she throw on my nose la! PIG LA! BOO!

had a great time with SillYPiG ytd! e most happy day among the 47days we are tgt! ytd was damn happy la! she confirm will sae I Crazy -_-'''

lolx ate alot for dinner at 800+ before i fetched her home!

SMILE! (=

SillY LOVES PiG

2008-03-29T17:50:00.001+08:00

46 DAYS((:
LOVES(:

2008-03-28T22:57:00.003+08:00

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyesShining at me
When you smile
I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you stillFrom the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do
I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

2008-03-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Fridae!

and i am nt feelin well now.. blocked nose now..

and yup.. didnt get to meet my precious SillyPiG
but it's ok! tml we are goin to the zoo.. our 1st outing other than shopping malls (=

45days and counting on!!!

and yeah! how i get to know SillyPiG...

it's was during year 2007 when i saw her on Jia Jia frenster profile! lolx

she wanted to intro me to her but i am shy la! lolx furthermore she was having her prelims and her A level was coming! so i didn't add in the end! lousy me rite!

and i was always jokin to JJ saying Winnie is my Wife! lolx

after a few weeks JJ dare me to add her and talk to her... in e end i did! but i dono wat to talk to her and everything stop der...

lolx but we got back in contact again this year! and guess wat.. she's realli my wife now!

LOVES (:

PiGheaD <3 SillyPiG

2008-03-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

My Precious SillyPiG

Dont be just contented... have more expectation of me...

i am greedy.. i dont wanna be just a wonderful boyfriend to you...

i wan to be someone whom you can realli rely on.. the best and ultimate boyfriend you will ever had... and ppl would be envy you for having such a nice bf... >.<

i realli appreciate that you know how i am treating you now... partly it's cos i wanted to treat you so nice... another reason is because i don wanna you to suffer again... as i've said.. you had suffered enough at home...i cant possibly add on to ur misery... if i do so, i'm a jerk la!

you deserved to be treated better!

i will do it my way on how i shld treat my gal based on my belief and from what i see wat happened to my frens around me... (=

secondly, i am very happy eversince the day i am tgt with you.. you know what... everytime you ignored me... i didnt give up on you... and I WONT GIVE UP ON YOU...

it's ok that you ignore me but you must contact me back whenever you're feelin better... you might realise i always sms you when u ignore me or feelin down..

it's because i cant leave you alone to die... that's just me.. i always treat someone that is impt to me(which is YOU) better den i treat myself >.<

you are seriously making me love you more with each passing day..

but since you say you wan to make me feel loved at all times, try doing sth every once in a while to make me touched etc...
i know you can do it... furthermore.. dar is just a simple boy... realli a simple boy...

yes i know you said it's hard to control ur mind..i understand that.. i nv ask you to change either.. what i want is to just try to express ur feeling toward me... even if i cant solve or find a solution... at least i know wat is bothering you.. and it will at least make u feel slightly better for there's dar to share ur worries ur burden....

you sae its hard to understand you.. but remember dear... we are tgt for 1 mth plus... give me time to know more abt you... i gt e confidence in myself to know more abt you.. it may be slow.. but give mi time okay...

and yup u can finally read le.. boo stop rushin me wahhaha...

I REALLI LOVE YOU ALOT!!!

FROM Dumb PiGheaD

2008-03-27T23:46:00.004+08:00

Random!

I love e BlogSkin you created!

realli! it's simple yet so nice!

Thanks for makin so much effort in it...

LOVES (:

PiGheaD

2008-03-27T15:49:00.002+08:00

to my dearest pig.

pardon for ignoring you at times okay.
i know you care for me like super super a lot.
and i know you are always there. both physically and emotionally.
but its not all about being there for each other.
you know i love you.
and it's not about me being happy only.
i also hope i can make you feel happy too.
make you feel loved at all times.
i also hope i wont think that much.
but sad to say. i cant.
i cant control my mind.
i know its hard for you to try to understand me.
dont tell me no.
i donno why i cried so much last night.
i really do feel/see how much you care for me despite me ignoring you.
i am sorry dar):

from your silly

2008-03-25T16:00:00.001+08:00

DEAREST PIG(:

pardon for the simple skin.
LOLS.
i cant find any nice background. hmmmm.
LOVE YOU LOADS DAR!

SILLY LOVES(:

2008-03-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

(=

pighead is here! he will be blogging abt the journey of 2 pigs; sillypig & pighead! from e 1st time he knows her till the dae they became tgt!>.<

plus plus also our dating events lolx! for future laughter entertainment!! woohoo (:

Love you SillyPiG (:

simply shane <3 simply winnie

12022008

2008-03-23T17:36:00.001+08:00

SILLYPIG LOVES PIGHEAD((: