Looking b, it seems like suddenly sth jus struck me tt I felt tt this is nt e way I used to treat u or how I told myself how I shld treat e one I love. wOrks studies and my stubborn attitude of mine cause my anger to rule my heart. Causing me to hurt u and indirectly make me taking advantage of u.

U always managed my life somehow. Buy clothes for me. Find food for me. When I lazy u come to me. I noticed tt. I failed to show u my appreciation.

I get angry when things don turn my way. Just like how you did when we first get tgt

But I shldnt have done tt because I love you!

Even if my temper gonna boil. I had to control and ease e pressure. You can change for e sake of our rs. I have to tell myself I can do it too.

Too busy working , soccer and wasting my time slping cause me to make u feel less loved.

I have do it frOm now on.

Takes twO hands to clap. With e same strength. So tt we can have a good rs like wat we work toward for when we first get tgt

Can't let one party clap harder for e other one will feel pressurize.

Can't clap too soft too as one might felt unwanted or e other one felt unappreciated.

I'll do wat I can to get thru this as simply I love u and e future is for you.

Loves silly